If i told you this is killing me,would you stop?I hope i'm never like you.I don't want to.Please save me from this nightmare.Wake me,shake me.I'm sorry.I just can't stop like you and i want it to.I'll stay wrecked and jealous for this simple reason.I just want to keep you in mind as something larger than life.But is it possible?Or is it not?This is going in the wrong direction.Every move now is made with hesitation.I miss you.Sorry.