Sorry qeena.I've let you down.Too many promises i've broken.I apologise once again.Not able to be there at your funeral greives me the most.Sorry for not being able to be by your side when you needed me.Bring time back and i'd treasure every moment with you.Not even your grave i have visited.I know.What a lousy friend i am.Its been more than a year now.I'm doing fairly well.But not as well when you were around.There are more than many things that i would like to say to you.AT the hospital bed where it all began,even i could not pretend.Sorry for not being able to make it for the death bed.Tears as i held back as you died,I'm so very sorry if i lied.To you for the very last time when i was fine.Where are you now?I miss you.Breath in,breath easy.
Qeena(1991-2007)