Sometimes i check,if i'm still breathing.Would somebody just listen?Should i go back?Should i?I feel alone and tired.I hope i won't forget you.Although you may have.Bring back what is labeled as 'memories'.I don't know if i should keep them in my head or chuck them below my bed.Like what you said,My mind is stuck back in zero three.Why should i even bother.You're just too good.Whats my age again?I'm sorry i don't recall.If not for this,I'd be a fake.Heck,why should i even bother,I already am.What you see now is just thick layers of paint and plastic lies of laughter and joy.Tears don't wash them away,it just makes it harder.Its been awhile and i'm missing you already.Were those lines just lines to aid the scars and erase to reveal whats beneath?Come to think of it,am i just a hinderence to your life?Or is it not?You claim not to but i'd figured that we'll drift.Look at it now.Nothing is going on.I've got my feet off the ground,I'm ready to jump.Leaving it all in a mess not doing anything about it.I don't want to see or wait for such moment to come to and end.Confusing it may seem,but dear,its just me.It doesn't matter,you're still fond of him.1,2,3 and it'll just come back to me.I just wished it'll be that easy.We
re drifting.Are you gonna bid this goodbye?
What else is there for you.Mylife?you want it?Its yours for the taking.Too bad for me,i've not awoken.I do admit,i do own an alias.I do own a mask.With paints of blood red.Screaming out your name it says.How does one even now?Or do they even care?Nevertheless,i don't.
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Friday, January 16, 2009
2:55 PM
'We have nothing in common'.Do we?I don't know
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
11:25 PM
I miss the sparkle in your eyes.Bring it back.
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Monday, January 12, 2009
7:44 AM
Wake up from this nightmare that i'm in.or is it just me?
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
11:16 PM
Is it real?Is this just the end?Yes,put me down.I really what to see where i am,or where do i stand.Judge me.For you know me not.What i am is not what what you see.But who is am,is what a long to be.Yes,i am wrong.I admit.You've won the fight.Goodnight
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Friday, January 9, 2009
11:09 PM
Make the sky that lies between my feet fly.As high as ozone layers question 'why?'.Sit with me as long as this day lasts,not only knowing that with you,time passes fast.Emotions run high and woounds grow deep,tell me once again,is that what you truely seek?Among angst and teenage crisis,have you ever thought to yourself,what you have done to deserve this?Such treatment is nver entertained.I still remember the things you've done,it was inhumane.Stuck up faces just don't work anymore.For what i see in you,is just a cheap little whore.Don't listen to as much as this.As how much i listen to you.Is this where it ends?Or has it all started?All i know,we are not departed.Secondhand i spent with you i really treasure,even talking to you puts me under pressure.Is it too scary?Am i too wierd for you?You're just too good to be true.I'm serious.
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
10:25 PM
Lift me up now.I need you so bad.
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
10:15 PM
Silly girl,you know i have a thing for you.So,this is the part where i wait huh?Or do i?
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
11:03 PM
Take a deep breath, I know I'm gonna regret it.Savor the moment cause the memory's fleeting.Cause,this ain't gonna last for long.Let me in,or just forget me.I won't.
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
10:14 PM
Don't know how i am to bring it up to you.Sorry that i did.Maybe i hurt you a little,maybe a lot.But i admit,its all my fault.This is all of whats left,take everything including my one last breath.
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
8:01 PM
Bite the dust that breaks the wind.Don't let it go.Sorry for you having met me.
Goodbye,goodnight for good.
FAT!. Dimple-d. Subtle. 